Wormwood-
Never let
the humans realize that they mean two things when they talk of “deserving”
something. A man prone to pride can be made to think that he deserves something
he ought not to have. By this he means that he has some claim or has paid some
due which warrants him taking a portion of the forbidden thing. This is all well and good, but our discussion is on a second kind of man. A man
prone to despair can see the pride of our previous man and, with some direction towards the right scriptures, decide that he must not deserve
anything. By this, he means that he should do his best to use nothing, enjoy
nothing, and make claims on nothing. This, of course, is impossible, and the
more the man tries to follow this, the more he will fail, and the more
undeserving he will feel.
We, of course, see the fallacy in the
idea of the Enemy’s creating everything for man only to deny it to Him. But if
you do your job well, your man may be more convinced day by day that to feel
deserving is the same as to make any kind of claim on any thing, affection, or
person here on Earth. From this, it is a very small nudge to the belief that
the Enemy wants your man to make no claim on Himself either, and once a human
tries to follow Him without His help, the soul is ours.
What he must
never realize is that the Enemy entices him to enjoy all without coveting any.
He wants the loathsome creatures to be so enamored by creation that they can
take of it, and find true joy in the taking, without ever becoming dependent on
anything on Earth, whether it be drink, food, affection, praise, or approval.
When they can do that, and even when they learn to desire it, the Enemy is
well-pleased, and it is a hard struggle to win such a soul back to Our Father
Below.
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